'There's Not Much Else I Can Do, But Fall For You.'

Last Night.

Last Year.

Whoa.

This Morning.

Doesn't Feel Any Different.

I Feel The Same.

It Was An Average Night.

Nothing Special.

But The People Are.

The Drive Home.

Is My Favourite.

Shuffle.

Can Be Brilliant.

It Came Up With 4 Songs.

In A Row.

That Sum Up My Thoughts.

They Usually Wouldn't Be Considered Meaningful.

But Tonight They Stuck Out.

Song One.

'She's So Scene, Hollywood Dreams. Broken 'Cause She's No Good At Anything.'

I Will Never Be One Of Those Kids.

The Ones That Fit In.

The Ones In That Group That Are The Coolest.

Who Everyone Envies.

This Silly Heart Sinks To Think Like That.

It Shouldn't Be Important To Me.

But Damn They Look Like They're Having Fun.

Song Two.

'I Hope You Both Drop Dead From You New Years Kiss, I've Got A Resolution To Finally Forget You.'

Seems Sad But When The Clocks Hit Twelve.

Everyone In The Club Infront Of Me.

Had Someone They Were Either Cuddling.

Kidding Or Singing.

And Generally Being Close.

And I Watched From The Dim Lit Corner.

Embarrassing To Say The Least.

But Then Again.

I've Learnt Some Lessons From That Year.

Heart Hurting Ones.

And Maybe I'll Be Lucky Enough To Have That Next New Years.

Song Three.

'But I'll Pray For Change, You See This Word Has Lots To Offer.'

I lied.

The Last Two Songs Are Meaningful.

This Song Is Called 'Hummingbird'.

And It's Beautiful.

Not Everyones Kind Of Song.

But If You Listen To It Right.

You'll Understand.

It's Mushy, But Perfect.

Song Four.

Is Beautiful Too.

Slowed Down So To Understand The Lyrics Perfectly.

Her Voice Unexpectedly Fits, Perfectly.

The Stunts Performed Alongside The Song On Her Tour Amazed Us, Perfectly.

This Song Is Called 'Glitter In The Air'.

And It Can Make Me Cry.

But Can Fill My Heart At The Same Time.

You Got It.

Perfectly.

So I Guess Here Is Where I'm Meant To Say Something Defining.

I Think That's The Word.

About How I Could Make This Year 'My Own'.

But That's Selfish.

I'd Rather Share It With Those Near And Dear.

Good Morning 2011.

It's Lovely To Meet You. xXx

'Cause Baby You're A Firework.'

I Said I'd Write This Last Night.

But I Came Home And Played Playstation.

And I Know She Don't Care.

That's Why She's Great.

And That's An Understatement.

I Can Fuck Up A Million Times.

And She Won't Disown Me.

But Advise Me On How To Not Fuck Up Next Time.

I Could Be At Lowest Of Lows And One Word From Her.

Could Bloody Make My Day.

Good Of Course.

She Told Me To Write A Post Just For Her.

But It's All In My Head.

The Effort Was Putting It In Words.

We Don't Need To See Eachother Everyday.

But When We Do.

It's The Best. Ever.

Ever Get That Feeling When Your With Someone.

Walking Somewhere.

And You Feel Like Your Walking With Someone Famous.

Yeah I Well Do.

Gutted On You Guys That Don't Have A Her.

Usually I'd Worry About Sounding Mushy And Lame.

But I'm Way Past That Boarder.

Best Friends.

The Best Of The Friends You Have?

Well It's An Understatement.

It's Weird To Miss Her Soo Much.

And Then See Her Again Like She Was Never Away.

If MTV Had Any Sense We'd Have Our Own Show.

Your Loss Guys.

We Are As Close As We Need To Be.

Shit Don't Need To Get Weird.

I Complain About Not Having What I'd Like.

Who I Would Like To Be.

But.

I Already Have Something Better Than What Any Of You Could Have.

And I Think She's Okay With Who I Am Now.

You Got It, Perfect.

I Know It's Abit Boastful.

But If I Can't Brag About This.

What Else Can I.

It's Seamless.

She's Timeless.

This Could Go On Forever.

About The Little Things That Make her.

You Got It, Perfect.

But Shit Don't Need To Get Weird.

Bro's Got Your Back. xXx

'So Why Should I Take Your Hand When You Can't Promise Happy Endings.'

The Finer Things In Life.

Believe What You Want, It's Not About Money.

They're Worth More Than That.

You Are Worth More Than That.

People Look, But Do They Really See?

Memories.

If You're Lucky Enough To Keep Hold Of Them.

Don't You Dare Let Them Go.

They're More Valuable Than Anything You Can Put A Price On.

It's The Last Day Of 2010.

I Don't Have Much To Show Of It.

What Have You Achieved?

Changed?

Made A Difference?

No?

Yeah Me Either.

Surely It Should Just Fuel Me To Do More Next Year?

Hmm, We Will See How The Day Progresses.

I Have Resolutions.

But Will I Just Break Them Again?

I'll Give It My Best Shot.

I Think.

I Know It's Only A Few Days.

But Home Alone Is Both Odd And Brilliant At The Same Time.

I Can Take My Shoes Off And Leave My Bag On The Counter.

And No One Will Tell Me Off.

Or I Can Sit On The Sofa, Eat My Dinner And Watch Crappy Films.

And No One Will Tell Me Off.

But Then Again.

Watching A Scary Film Till 3am Isn't The Best Plan.

Every Little Noise Puts You On Edge.

And A Power Cut At 3:05am.

On Your Way To Bed.

Can Really Scare You.

Of Even Make You Squeak Like A Little Bitch.

Then Run Up The Stairs.

With Good Intentions Of Sleeping.

But Smiling Instead.

Reading Old Texts.

Wondering If You've Made A Difference To Them.

Things Can Only Get Better, Right?

Hmm, We'll See How The Year Progresses.

So Resolutions.

To Resolve?

Make Things Better?

Fix Things?

Does Everyone Make Them?

But Who Breaks Them?

Yeah, Me Too.

I've Got A List

But We'll See How That Progresses.

To Be Someone's.

Possibly.

To Have That Someone.

Possibly.

I Can't Wait For Early Morning Jogs Again.

The Scenes Are Beautiful.

Definately.

To Work Hard.

This Master Plan Will Work.

Definately.

To Not Fuck Up.

I'll Try.

To Reduce The Amount Of Mistakes Made.

Possibly, I'm Drawn To Ones I'll Learn From.

To Fix Me.

Definately.

'Happy New Year'?

But What About Finding A Greeting That Lasts The Whole Year Through.

Make 2011 Your Own.

I'm Going To Give It My Best Shot. xXx

'Just The Way You Are...'

Distance.

It's Unfair.

No, Cruel.

A Phoneline Isn't Enough.

You're Worth So Much More.

Than £10 Credit.

Feeling The Most Tired In Ages.

After An Amazing Phonecall.

I layed Awake For Hours.

Listening To Those Songs We Spoke About.

I Know This Probably Isn't Any Good For Your Ego.

But I Know You'll Love It.

My Heart And Head Are Fighting So Hard Inside.

I Can't Tell What Either Of Them Are Saying.

Settle The Fuck Down Guys.

So It's Xmas Eve.

Doesn't Look Promising.

I Won't Get YOU.

But On The Upside.

I Cant Wait To Give Out The Presents.

But What I'm Most Looking Forward To,

Is My Nathan.

A Day Where He Can Still Be That Happy Kid.

My Brother.

And Still My Best Friend.

And He Wont Have To Worry About Those Bastard Kids.

And Smile That Brilliant Smile.

In His New Pijamas And Monster Slippers I've Got Him.

I'm Too Excited.

Skint Too.

But Mostly Excited.

The Amazing Thing.

No, Miraculous Thing.

Is That Those Kids Bully Him.

Get Him Down.

But They'll Never Break Him.

Because Coming Home After Work And Hearing His Little Voice.

'Hi Charlie!'

Really Makes Me Smile.

And Yesterday We Watched Transformers 2.

I Couldn't Stop Sneezing.

So He Made Me A Hot Chocolate Whith Squirty Cream On Top.

Okay So He Didn't Stir It Properly, Made It Cacky.

But It Was Still The Best Hot Chocolate, In My Favourite Mug.

Nathaniel George. xXx

'You'd Be Suprised How Much It Costs To Look This Cheap.'

Roulette.

It's A Funny Word Aint It.

Chances.

Are Funny Things Aren't They.

Depending On Circumstances.

You May Have One.

Or You Could Be Lucky Enough To Have Two.

But Who Deserves Them?

Ever Wish You Could See Abit Down The Line?

I Know 'Spoilers'.

But To See What Happens?

To Prevent Dissapointment.

Or Feel Reassured.

Hurting Hurts.

But Being Funny Is Fun.

It's Incredible.

Correction.

You're Incredible.

I'm At My Worst.

And You Call.

Just To Check I'm Okay.

Tell Me Stories You Know I'll Laugh At.

Say Things You Know That Will Make Me Smile.

Charlie Smile.

You Say I Can And I Will.

Anytime.

Just Need Credit...

Your 1 In Ifinity Sunshine.

Just Your Voice Is Enough To Brighten My Eyes.

And Make The Goofiest Smile Appear On My Stupid Face.

Make Me Feel Like I Can Be Stronger.

It's Your Motivating Tone.

Definately A 7 Billion Out Of 10.

Possibly More.

Definately.

I'm In Desperate Need Of A Road Trip.

And I Reckon 'You' Know Exactly Where. xXx

'I'm Proud To Say, I Got You...'

Ever Wake Up From That Dream That You Wish Was Real?

Ever Get Check Your Phone And See A Suprise Text Which Instantly Brightens Your Day?

Because You're Thinking Of Them Too.

Or Even Hear A Song Where You Can Relate To Every Word Sung?

Someone Said 'People Don't Know What Good They've Got, Until It's Gone.'

Surely It's Not Everyone, Right?

And Wouldn't It Be Nice If People Noticed What Good They Had,

And Embraced It?

Is That The Word?

Happy.

Who Came Up With Happy?

What Makes You Happy?

What Do You Count As The Happy Feeling?

Shiny Shoes Make Me Happy.

Timeless Second Hand Trinkets Make Me Happy.

A Lower Number On The Scales Makes Me Happy.

A Dress Size Down Makes Me Happy.

Meaningful Words Make Me Happy.

Songs That Tell A Story Make Me Happy.

The Unexpected Things Make Me Happy.

Long Distance Driving Makes Me Happy.

Driving At Night Makes Me Happy.

No One Can See You Sing.

My Family Makes Me Happy.

My Friends Make Me Happy.

My Work Makes Me Happy.

The Little Things Make Me Happy.

You Make Me Happy.

But What About Those Who Aren't Happy?

It Would Be Helpful If We Were More Happy To Help.
To Help Those Scared, Sad, Suffering, Hurt.

Thursday Night I Watched My 12 Year Old Brother Burst Into Tears.

Because My Mum Asked Him How His Day At School Was.

He's Being Bullied.

Kids Pinned Him Down, Put A Chair On Him And Sat On It.

What Hurts The Most Is That I Couldn't Do Anything To Stop That From Happening.

He Is One Of The Nicest Most Thoughtful Kids I Know.

Best Friends.

And He's Hurting Because Of Some Fucking Kids.

Who Don't Know What They've Just Let Themselves Into.

We Are Aware Of Who You Are.

And So Are The Rest Of The Family.

Good Luck. xXx

'Fear Couldn't Place It's Hands On Us My Dear...'

Happy Holidays.

Can You Guess What Kind Of Thing Happened?

You Got It,

Miraculous.

1:34am, 14th December 2010.

I Was Distracted At Thanet Roundabout By A Shooting Star.

A Real One.

For 3 Minutes.

I'm Certain It Wasn't A Plane.

Promise.

Ever Have A Night Like That?

Where You Feel All Kinds Of Good?

And No One Can Take It Away?

Some Crappy Sleep Later...

Do You Ever Have One Of Those Days Where You Can't Even Face Yourself?

Every Glimpse I Caught Of Myself In The Mirrors Made Me Sick.

Thank Goodness For The 4 Hours In The Stockroom,

Because I Don't Think I Could Of Faked Another Smile To Another Customer.

'Put On A Brave Face'.

That's What You're Supposed To Do, Right?

It's Not As Easy As It Sounds You Know.

But This 'Grinds My Gears'.

Is It So Wrong To Want Someone.

To Want To Be Someones.

To Know Their Hopes.

To Know Their Fears.

To Help Them Out.

To Make Them Smile.

To Fix Them When Something Hurts.

To Know Their Heart.

And Right Now,

I Know I'm Pouring Mine Out.

But I'm Not So Sure On What Else I'm Supposed To Do.

How Can I Give Up Everything I Have,

To Get The Only Thing I Want?

Haha, Tough Times.

You Know That Tingly Feeling You Get,

When Your Nose Is So Cold You Have To Scrunch Your Face Up?

Yeah, I Hate That. xXx

'These Things Take Time To Grow.'

Hello.

I'm Charlie Stamper.

I'm Charlie 'The Good Friend' Stamper.

Charlie 'The Second Best' Stamper.

Charlie 'The Reserve' Stamper.

Charlie 'There When You Need Her' Stamper.

Charlie 'Drop Her When You're Done' Stamper.

Nice To Meet You.

I Go Out Of My Way For People.

Doesn't Matter Who You Are.

But I'll End Up Doing It.

I Don't Need To.

But I Will.

I Can't Help It.

Because.

I'd Like To Think People Would Do The Same For Me.

And There Is A Very Select Few.

Who I Can Safely Say, Do.

But Sometimes It Does Hurt.

When I Realise.

I Am A Complete Mug For Doing It.

Happy Days.

But Also I'm Happy I Do It.

Sometimes.

Because Just To See Them Smile.

And Their Face Light Up.

It's Totally Worth It.

So.

I May Be Charlie Stamper.

Or Charlie 'The People Pleaser' Stamper.

Or Charlie 'The Quiet One' Stamper.

Or Even Charlie 'The Shy One' Stamper.

And Charlie 'The Grin And Bear It' Stamper.

But I Am Also More Than That.

Alright Sunshine.

I'm Charlotte Louise Stamper.

Nice To Meet You. xXx