Wednesday 15 August 2012

'Magpies Stole My Diamonds, This Bastard World's Stealing My Dream'.

I Can't Settle.
Settling Means Slowing To A Halt.
For Now Anyways.
I Just Don't Have The Time For Now.
Friends And Family Mostly Settled And Happy, That's Great.
It's Right For Them.
But Not For Me.
There's Too Much To Do And Not Enough Time.
The Country's A Joke.
And Not Many See The Punchline Coming.
I Took The Dive, And So Far I Haven't Been Dragged Down.
I Started My Business.
Here's The Shameless Plug.
www.facebook.com/cjmagpiesco
It May Not Be Much Right Now,
But It's Mine.
I Can't Wait For Bigger Things.
Better Things.
The Stupid Thing Is That This Silly World Completely Revolves Around Money.
I Can't Get Stuff Done Because Of The Lack Of It.
When I'm Not Working, I'm Crafting.
When I'm Not Crafting I'm Applying For Jobs.
All Surrounded By Housework. 
Bitch, Bitch, Moan, Moan.
Writing It Won't Change My Current Sittuation.
But It Don't 'Arf Make Me Feel Better.
People With Stupid Wise Words Are Starting To Piss Me Off.
Uh-Oh I Hear The Hypocrite Sirens Blaring.
But Seriously. 
If I Wanted Wisdom, I'd Have Gone To A Wizard.
People Who've Got It Good Can't Tell The Grafters The Ways Of The World.
And Vice Versa.
Truth Is You Don't Know What Goes On Behind Closed Doors Or Glassy Eyes.
Dream, Dreamer, Dreamy, To Dream.
Why Not?
I Find A Dream Is Most Often A Damn Sight Better Than What This Reality Lark Has To Offer Most Of The Time.
I Keep Having These Heart Stopping Moments Where I Remember How Fucked It All Is.
It Makes My Insides Ache.
Then I See Something Shiny,
Panic Overted.
I Have Too Much To Give, Too Many I Care About, Too Much I Do For What?
Exactly, I Have No Idea What I'm Doing And Why.
Apart From I Know How Too Much I Have To Give.
Which Is Fine Because It's Going To Be Great.
But To Get Over Feeling So Deflated And Unappreciated.
Isn't So Great.
But A Few Kind Words Of Reassurance From A Best Friend,
Puts A Smile On My Face.
As Does The Thought Of Reunions Possibly Coming Soon!
It's Mad To Love People So Far Away,
To Miss Them So Much It Hurts.
'Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fond...'
Bullshit, It's Makes It A Pain In The Right Royal Behind.
Above All The Mumbo Jumbo.
I Want To Get Away, 
I Want My Friends.
I Want Laughter,
I Want Long Conversations.
I Need Inspiration.
Peace Out. xXx


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